Piece by piece,
He unraveled my inner peace.
And all of these vicious, sharp words I hold in,
Cut at my soul instead of his.
He cast me as the queen,
Of his messed-up fantasy.
I want a man who can talk to me & really see,
Lately, the apathy has been killing me.
The fiery rage spread through my veins,
It feels like if I touched him,
I could set him aflame.
You love me,
This is true.
But where do I come in,
The habits, routines & addictions,
That you’re attached to?
I am the kindest kind of crazy,
My emotions eat me alive.
And my throat burned from all the fire,
I was too tender to speak.
I get discouraged,
Because he doesn’t understand me.
He say, he loves me beyond anything,
Then how could he see tears running down my cheeks
And still not believe?
I love him with the depth of,
My heart & soul.
I’m true to him,
My love is pure.
He belongs to everyone,
Trying to connect with stone – Fixed
Doesn’t he want to feel alive?
He shuts me out at the worst times,
And I’m expected to give it time.
I open my heart,
Outside his brick wall.
Cutting my hands & bleeding,
On the iron of his unbendable edges.
I know he’ll hear me,
But never speak.
Darling! The center of my universe is you,
But the issue is that you’re yours too.
And in a weird place,
He just returned to me.
But I don’t know this time,
If he’ll stay or leave.