Trying to tempt me?
But I am no fool.
It took me this lifetime to find him,
And he isn’t you.
Your smell isn’t his,
I’ve saved my breath for him.
Your eyes are not his eyes,
So I don’t want to see.
He force feeds me evil words,
Then stands by his impulsive ways.
If I dished that aggression,
He couldn’t stomach it the same.
He’ll never know how it feels,
Because I’ll never treat him this way.
I wonder if he ever wanted me?
Even for just a minute or three.
Every cell of his appeals to me,
I love him so deeply.
I soften him,
And he hardens me.
He is a wildfire,
I am an emotional sea.
Powerful and deep on his solidity,
But he’ll never fall apart from me.
I’ve never chosen an easy path,
Neither did I love an easy person.
All I want is him and remorse,
I hope his pride won’t be a death of us.
I spoke what I could,
Until I hope he understood.
Spilling fears while he’s next to me,
I’m not used to vulnerability.
That one time,
It was he to open communication lines,
I was too overwhelmed to speak what was inside.
I wished for him,
I got him.
The love of my life, but there are conditions.
As I was wishing I don’t remember making any deals.
I let the tears fall,
Until they drifted me into a dream.
This Earth will still spin,
Sun and Moon will still shine,
I choose to be happy in our whirlwind.
– By Maroof