Piece by piece,
He unraveled my inner peace.
And all of these viscous, sharp words I hold in,
Cut at my soul instead of his.
He cast me as the queen,
Of his messed up fantasy.
I want the passion,
Man who can talk to me & really see,
Lately the apathy has been killing me.
The fiery rage spread through my veins,
It feels like if I touched him I could set him aflame.
You love me,
This is true.
But where do I come in with,
The habits, routines & addictions that you’re attached to?
I am the kindest kind of crazy,
My emotions eat me alive.
And my throat burned from all the fire,
I was too tender to speak.
I get discouraged because he doesn’t understand me,
But he says I am everything, then how could he?
Trying to connect with stone, Fixed,
Doesn’t he want to feel alive?
He shuts me out at the worst times,
And I’m expected to give it time.
I open my heart,
Outside his brick wall.
I’m only true to him,
For my own inner peace.
Cutting my hands on the iron,
Of his unbendable edges.
I know he’ll hear me,
But never speak.
Darling! center of my universe is you,
But the issue is that you’re yours too.
In a weird place,
He just returned to me.
But I don’t know this time,
If he’ll stay or leave.